Lingering Moments ♥

happy new year?

2011-12-31T22:05:00.000-08:00

Everyone seems to be enjoying the new year. Why can't i?
Is not my fault that my father is this way, its not our fault.
Why do we have to get punished for it?
I just don't understand what he is thinking, just don't understand why is it me or us?
I wanna enjoy every moment of the new year but didn't get to.
It just sucks to be me or us.
I should just go enjoy drinking and get out of the house not bothering about anything like what my bro did.

yea... happy new year.

猜不透

2011-12-10T07:44:00.000-08:00

sometimes i just don't understand.
sometimes i just don't know why i feel that way.

Something deep inside... Get it out!

2011-06-22T09:14:00.000-07:00

Haven't blog for a long time.
Today, there is something bugging me. Something heavy, making my heart sink, maybe feeling worried.

I have a vague idea what is causing that.

It's a brand new chapter from tmr on. Hope it goes right and hope everything will be alright for both of us.

Exams and projects are coming soon! Hope this period pass fast.

I miss you already...

SIck

2011-05-17T03:21:00.000-07:00

had fever yesterday. i thought i recovered, but i started to feel worst today. :(
i can really concentrate on my project.

. . .

2011-05-05T08:06:00.000-07:00

The weather is so cold and school is fine but lonely.

2011-05-01T10:18:00.000-07:00

very little time t............... :(

2011-04-12T08:32:00.001-07:00

miss u so much.

you can never change.

2011-04-11T05:40:00.000-07:00

Everytime you had a bad day, you vent your anger. No matter how i try to make you look good, i will never suceed.

2011-03-26T21:40:00.000-07:00

2011-03-23T23:28:00.000-07:00

I am so bored at home...

I miss....

Them:

And Them: (although im meeting them tonight)
And them:

And many more........

I REALLY need a job! :(

2011-02-19T21:20:00.000-08:00

Whenever sang my songs
On the stage, on my own
Whenever said my words
Wishing they would be heard
I saw you smiling at me
Was it real or just my fantasy
You'd always be there in the corner
Of this tiny little bar

My last night here for you
Same old songs, just once more
My last night here with you?
Maybe yes, maybe no
I kind of liked it your way
How you shyly placed your eyes on me

Oh, did you ever know?
That I had mine on you

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer

So let me come to you
Close as I wanted to be
Close enough for me
To feel your heart beating fast
And stay there as I whisper

How I loved your peaceful eyes on me
did you ever know
That I had mine on you

Darling, so share with me
Your love if you have enough
Your tears if your're holding back
Or pain if that's what it is
How can I let you know
I'm more than the dress and the voice
Just reach me out then
You will know that you're not dreaming

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer

thinking and thinking gives me headache

2011-01-19T08:43:00.000-08:00

IB test was a killer i heard...
how can i cope man?
having headache for the pass week
so irritaing..

fri its ps!
have to study hard!!!!
confused and confused! -.-
stupid me... stupid head. -.-

O_O

2011-01-17T06:38:00.000-08:00

thinking and thinking!
what the hell is wrong with me... :(

11111....

2011-01-11T09:15:00.000-08:00

Projects starting to see something...
Although questions are still un-aniseed,
I do feel a little relieve!

Hope everything can be better and better

thinking & thinking till my head explode

2011-01-10T04:00:00.000-08:00

recently super stress although i am still procrastinating...
can't stop thinking too..
the projects are like trying to fry my brains.
still the questions are unsolved.
lets see which projects i am left:
-SOQM
-CB
-PS
-IMC
-CCM

hmm... its all of the projects. -.-
i have to start now!

如果我還握住拳頭
可能我怕我的夢飛走
可是,
我不是你想像那麽勇敢

questions.......................................

2011-01-04T02:07:00.000-08:00

my questions hiding in head.

now,
why did i waste my day away?
why am i so tired?
why why why?

hmmm...

2011-01-03T19:14:00.001-08:00

giving up opening the presents’ ribbon
that used to make me forward to
giving up the midnight’s radio
never give in yourself to the love songs,again and again,foolishly

because love, has never taught me how to survive
but as a deal of my vanity to the naive
and love has made us a stranger
and not becoming a noble soul within us

i just need your hug,not your kiss
i just need you to be my dearest,not loving me
do lend me your hand,one minute a day
be my dearest
and not becoming my lover or someone’s

even if i have soaked in the rain
i will never going to allow anyone to lead me by the nose
and if i am still clenching my fist
i might afraid my dreams will fly away

and love,is not everything
it can not stop us from war
and love,it will only be a pity
for those that are deeply in love and being sacrifised

i just need your hug,not your kiss
i just need you to be my dearest,not loving me
do lend me your hand,one minute a day
so that i can dream
as my hero with a smile

a new years day

2011-01-01T09:15:00.000-08:00

many difficult problems arise.
hope everything will be solved this year.
so confused.
so weird.

argh i can go bang my head on the wall.
stupid me!

Welcome 2011?

2010-12-31T10:00:00.001-08:00

Celebrated the new year with flabby, vivien, eve and
Yao with dinner.
After that went to punggol with eve unplanned
Den we went to Clarke quay the party there was loud!
My head was spinning but it was a great
experience! :) thanks eve!

2010-12-26T23:33:00.000-08:00

today....
a day i don't know what to do...
i wanna do something productive but i am kinda lazy. have a kind of feeling inside me...
not sure what that feeling is.
oh well...
i am gonna prepare and go to my aunt's house to do some productive things.. hope the feeling will go away.

a xmas that is not so xmas-y

2010-12-26T08:10:00.000-08:00

This xmas is not as enjoyable.Not sure why, but it just do not seem to be xmas at all. just some normal holiday.

so to bring up my xmas spirit, i painted my nails GREEN! :D

gonna bling it soon... still learning how to do it though...

Heres my nails! :D

Oh and recently learning crochet too. introduced by Yen (: I have been trying very hard to improve my skills, and finally manage to make a flower that do not look like shit :x

Here's my flower!
And there is the end of my xmas... although my family celebrated it, i still don't feel right.